Thus Spoke Zhukowski

i love art so much!

something has been missing up till now!

"creative/artistic output" - thanks, Iulia.

love something = throw yourself into it. crashing head on!

can't keep thoughts away from it.

zero action at work still...

need space? cooperative weather? tools?

why such strong emotions to something never done before?

(never using the word "I", because "i" am nothing really.

just a product of my surrounding. and there have been many.)

how important the people around and their influence?

oh so so much.

want to absorb /swallow the whole world into my head.

accepting of the negativity of the world of course.

but it would be negated (odd thing to state - negativity would be

negated),

by the knowledge and understanding.

would it?

or too much dreaming?

how hard does one dream/meditate till it becomes reality?

oh how powerful can one person be!

there is this line: "i can be anything on the internet"

well,

we are all forgetting that we can be anything/anyone in our everyday life!

everyday is present as in The Present/The Gift.

how different we all are yet all the same all at the same time.

love this world and everyone in it!

only wish everyone and the world knew this.

there is nothing i want in return then all of their well being...

Random Thoughts

Blah blah blah blabiddy blah, thats how it all sounds if anyone would listen to any human conversation. What makes us different from any other animal in the world? Of course this has already been answered! But are we forgetting to 'think outside of the box'? Or has the first question been so beat to the ground by the bright minds in our history that there is no real point to it? Probably. One might only need to search long enough or get educated to know. Can we trust those answers? Or does the world and our own existence keep changing and evolving while we are stuck in the old ways and mainly with the old answers? This is more directl towards the fact that maybe we are not at the top of this 'food chain', just maybe, not anymore. Only if we think outside of the box can we start asking such questions and look for answers that might not even lead us the original question but open our minds to most of the problems of the world today. It may be not even on such a big scale but just maybe help us understand one another better. Well since of course the world is such a big place. Is it? Or is it not? In my eyes it does not matter, what matters is that it is fascinating, beautiful and wonderful! Bladiddy blah blah blah...

HKx2

"But Everything I'm Not Made Me Everything I Am" K.West

TIME + NATURE + HONESTY + PATIENCE + VIRTUE + ... = GOOD* LIFE

Jean-Michel Basquiat

Lady Vengeance

Finally had time to see 2nd movie from the Korean trilogy by Cha-wooh Park. First one being OldBoy (one of my all time favorites) that i saw some five years ago. At the time it blew my mind. Now i can see how being older i might have predicted the ending. But none-the-less that movie and this one "Lady Vengeance" are very well done artistically. A few good philosophical and moral questions arise. I am a bit too sleepy/tired to write them down at the moment.




by r-magar (Mon Jan 19 2009 14:50:55)

"I dont think she deserved the forgivness she was looking for.

Near the end of the film, the little boy she kidnapped apppears in front of her. She goes over to say something, maybe to apologise or to ask for forgivness. The boy turns into an adult, the age he would be if he were alive. He shakes his head with sadness and walks away.

I dont believe she should be forgiven because she was essentially not a nice person for the following reasons:

- She kidnapped the boy, wanting to get ransom for him. She was old enough (16) to know better, even if she was fed lies re: theory of "good and bad kidnappings"
- She confessed to a murder which she knew she was not guilty of. Instead of telling the police who he was, she decided to be wrongly imprisoned. I know her daughter was in danger, but this was selfish, though understandable. What about the feelings of the dead boys family? They would want justice, not the real killer still free. No wonder she was going to cut off her fingers for forgivness.
- Because she confessed to the crime, this enabled the real killer to kill other children. She indirectly caused this, since she had the power to stop it in the first place.
- In prison she changed completely to get released early and make friends on the outside. She was really decieving these people, killing their enemies (the big lesbian woman for example), being lovers with that girl and being overtly religious, to use them to her advantage in her plan for revenge after her release. She didnt care about these people.

She knew herself, that deep down inside she was a bad person. You can maybe equate her to the likes of Myra Hindley or a Rose West, whose partners did the more worse of the crimes.

I have sympathy for what she went through, and you were rooting for her, and her plan, to kill the bigger fish. I am perhaps being a bit harsh on her, but do you see where I am coming from?"

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Marchioness Disaster

Summer 2006.

This next video made be a stronger believer in what i believe.

Also made me realize how technology can spread human spirit and goodness.

Ever since then Youtube has been a great part of my learning process and entertainment.

But back to this video. It was probably one of the first videos i ever saw there. I have no idea how i came upon it. I wish to know how i was able to find it. Who sent it to me? But i am very glad that it did happen.

Present day, November 2010

wardbingham

hello glad this was my first ever video i favorited on Youtube! this is what its all about i believe that life is beautiful and that we are all friends!

wardbingham

Re: hello you just made my day. i believe it does get better thank you.

i Believe as i have always believed that life is wonderful/beautiful!